I gonna walk the same path

you will never lost if you fight back!

Don't you know there were many strategics back there

Strategics that even when you trying to run away, you can't

you were leave with no option but to fight

it's scary

just thinking of it, 

my hands shaking tremendously

heart pounding crazily

gasping for the air

and feet became cold

what is this?

it is definitely true then

life is a series of challenges

a big challenge surely make huge change

either bring out strengths and abilities you never knew you have

or otherwise, crush you to the ground until you don't know how to rebound

when I have this kind of fighting inside

she said

"take those challenges and bring yourself to life"

huh, surely she had that courage

and when I put that kind of face

she said

"Don't make that kind of face, surely you will catch up

believe that all you need"

YES

if seeing is believing

then for me

it is

trying that make me believe

and FAITH is all I should have

"As long as you put Allah in front

you will seeing Him in all your steps

and that's all you need"

I'am nothing

HE who make me turn into something!

****

Musa alaihis salaam

Tariq ibn Ziyad

not to mention others

surely there are lots to learn

****

I don't know when did I felt tense by this group of person
and why I feel so?
it is because I know I will never be like them?
huhh getting jealous times to times
I gonna walk the same path as ue all!
I gonna take the path you took
blood and tears, I gonna go through it
it's true I will never be the same line as where they had been
but I want to be at their place, where they are now
even I know it's quite impossible for me
but I really want to do this
so please, please let's me stay
and give me strength to fight