Monday, August 16, 2021

Stop asking why

 

Could you please stop asking

Why or what

When she, herself doesn't even know why

When she, herself cannot even understand why


It is in a mess up and down

Her brain and heart in a total mess

It is too scary

Tears keep coming

She doesn't even know what she is thinking about

 She doesn't know what is so frustrating 

She doesn't know why she is depressed 

She doesn't seem able to talk to her heart and mind


She is 

hurting

in a mess

Frustrated

Hopeless 

Helpless

And yet she doesn't know why


So please stop asking why

Cannot you comfort her without knowing the reason why?

Cannot you be her shoulder to lean on withou asking what?


Instead of asking why or what

Can you acknowledge her frustration 

Her emotion

Her mental state


It is so frustrating 

Stop asking why


Please disappear if you cannot be a help

Just keep quiet 

She will just keep fighting alone



Doesn't matter

She had done it alone for a long time already



Saturday, August 14, 2021

dying

 


tahu kenapa orang bila nak story 

tapi

keep beating around the bush?


sebab 

either the problem too huge to be shared

or

there is no one she can trust


she is hoping, praying that

someone read it between the line

and catch her up before she sinking deeper



will she died or will she survive?